the frosting

V hlavě pořád všechny ty
Bludy
Cos mi navykládal
A na stehně
Otisk tvejch zubů
Proč si vždycky myslím
Že to tentokrát bude
Jiný
Proč se vždycky snažím
Seč mi síly stačí
Když to vždycky skončí
Tady

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26/12/23

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