nonsense (20/9/24)
am i a bad friend? he's walking the streets i used to walk and it's making me feel so uneasy. i have my own room for the first time ever, i love it so much. i wonder what cowboy no.1 would think about it. i'd love to spill all the first week of college tea to him. i have no one else to tell it to. how did i go from feeling so loved to feeling like I'm the only person i can trust? next week it'll be 9 months.